dear diary,
i am writing to you after long time i guess. i have broadband connection and my phone was dead few days ago so could not come to blogger and tell you the things that are making me happy. i am feeling as if my mind is not working. diary i haven't received the call about which i was positive. the hr at shipping company had told me that there are quite a lot chances of me getting selected for the post but i did not get any call till now, i do not know how to react to this.
a girl from modelling agency called me today saying that i should wait some more to see my photographs on their website. i hope i will get selected at least in the audition which i gave, anyways. many things happened in these days. well G is still busy with the construction of his new home in his village. you know diary how possessive i get about him. my heart bits go up and i feel extremely depressed when i think or hear him talking about someone else. i can not take it. today he was kidding with me by talking sweet things about my cousin. i am thinking of something to make him jealous too, but i do not what should i say to make him go green with envy.
he is too possessive about me. today i was busy talking to someone (that cousin only) when he was calling. later when i called him, the first thing he asked, "with whom you were talking to for such a long time?" i could sense the insecurity in his voice and i felt really nice.
i want he to be more possessive about me. i want him to want me every now and then. i want him to get disturbed without me. today my hand wrist and my right toe is paining, do not why. i have applied ointment there.
one more thing, i am finding it hard to rise early in the morning. i had several plans of going for jogging and excising or starting up with some yoga and meditation but all plans failed big time. i hope how can find some tricks to get up early without any hesitation. my sis has pissed up with my mobile's alarm as i keep it on snooze mode and it irritates her. days are quite boring and dull. nothing more to tell. will go to sleep after sometime.
bye diary, love you G (my bf)
3 comments:
Nothing to write? so maybe you have so many things to live that you can't get time to write...and it makes me feel happy for you...less we write more we live...more we love...
Be happy my sweet girl from the other side of this world...;)
I hope things go well for you and with the modelling agency too!
I know jealousy can be a difficult thing to cope with but when you really trust someone, there's no reason to be jealous. I know its easier said than done and I've had to battle with it too before but really, you feel so much relief and more happiness when there's only trust and jealousy is out of the picture ;) I hope you work things out with your bf xx
I hope things go well for you and with the modelling agency too!
I know jealousy can be a difficult thing to cope with but when you really trust someone, there's no reason to be jealous. I know its easier said than done and I've had to battle with it too before but really, you feel so much relief and more happiness when there's only trust and jealousy is out of the picture ;) I hope you work things out with your bf xx
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