Friday, September 11, 2009

When people show sympathy...


Dear Diary,

Today again I got disappointed as usual. I got up early today but the entire day was quite boring. In the evening there was nothing to do and thus i sat in front of PC. well you can find a thousand ways to spend your time on the internet. I ended up logging in my account on one of the famous social networking websites. I kept my visibility ON and regretted it later.

I have done my graduation. I was working with one company a few months before but left that job as my boss was a bitch. She insulted me and hold me responsible for the mistake which i did not do. since then i am trying to find a job. i gave interviews at several places, i am spending a few hours daily on job sites, but believe me only lowly companies post job opportunities on most of the job sites and timesjobs is the most pathetic website.

So back to the topic, today i was online and two of my acquaintances asked me if i found the job. i am feeling terrible and depressed that i am not getting my kind a job. but believe me dear when i will get the job first thing i will do is go online on social networking websites and chat with some idiots and let them know that i got the job, now get jealous. why everyone is into pulling other person's legs in this world? i don't think so that i will be able to find answer to this question but now it is time to finish my first post. next time i will try to be more positive, i promise.

good night, sweet dreams♥

1 comment:

Sébastien Goupillot said...

Over the job you try to get...over what you want to build in your professional life...what I feel in your words is a beautiful soul. More than a job, more than a salary (even if I agree we can't deal without that)...what you carry inside you is priceless and beautiful. Take care of you. I am sure this 21 years old girl will find her way...;)