The cab was heading towards the garden in full speed. He was sitting beside me with his arm around me. He touched my belly and caressed my belly button. I felt the tickle. It was for the first time we were so close to each other... physically. He tried to hide his feeling to touch me behind his smile. I wished the cab driver should not stare at us. I admit I was feeling awkward, but at the same time I wanted him to touch me.
Cab was still moving when he planted a kiss on my cheek. I felt his fuller lips on against mt smooth skin. Then he asked, "Can you kiss me on my lips?" I was confused. "No, you can't," was my humble reply. He kept on trying his level best while looking at me and then at my tiny pink pair of lips.
He: Come on it is okay.
I: No
He: But why? I have kissed on your cheek. What's with the lips?
I: No
He: Why but?
I:there is vast difference on cheek and different on lips.
He: You kiss me...
I: I will kiss on your cheek
He: But cheek is just few inches away from my lips... why not on lips?
I: (I thought: Hey it is my first kiss and probably your too. should I kiss? But our relationship is just 2 months old and we live in India... not in America) No
He: Then should I kiss you?
I: No please understand
He: Just come forward and kiss me. It will be fine.
I: umm... huh...
Then I moved forward and instantaneously he grabbed my lips in his mouth. (what's going on. I am experiencing my first kiss and it is not just a kiss but quite a smooch) . He firmly clutched my lower lip and sucked it hard. I could feel his teeth and then his tongue in my mouth. The soft fleshy feeling... soft... moist... wet... noisy, and then I pulled myself back. I was perhaps little scared.. perhaps little confused... really don't know. He asked, "what happened?" I kept mum.
It was my first kiss to my first love and if destiny permits then he is my first and last love. I remember the lines from a Hindi movie - Pehli baar mohobbat ki hai, aakhri baar mohobbat ki hai (have fallen in love for the first time, have fallen in love for the last time).
